Monday, October 31, 2011

THE GORILLA AND THE CAT

THE TEACHING STORY GOES
SOMETHING LIKE THIS

THERE WAS A GORILLA
AND HER CHILD
WHO WENT TO THE WATERHOLE FOR A DRINK

WHILE THERE THEY HEARD A THUNDERING SOUND
AS A HERD OF HIPPOS STAMPEDED

FRIGHTENED THE CHILD REACHED FOR HER MOTHER
GRASPING THE FUR ON HER BODY
SHE CLAMBERED ABOARD

MOTHER AND CHILD SCURRIED TO SAFETY

THERE WAS A CAT
ALONE
AT HOME WITH HER KITTEN
A FIRE BROKE OUT
SHE GRABBED HER KITTEN
BY THE SCRUFF OF ITS NECK

CARRYING KITTEN
SHE JUMPED OUT THE WINDOW TO SAFETY

THE MORAL OF THE STORY
IS TO WHAT IS
AND ISN’T
GOD’S GRACE FOR HIS CREATION
GOD’S LOVE FOR HIS CHILDREN

IN THE GORILLA STORY
THE CHILD ASKS FOR HELP
THE MOTHER RESPONDS

IN THE CAT STORY
MOTHER GRABS THE CHILD
AND FLEES
THE CHILD IS NOT CONSULTED





THE CAT STORY
IS GIVEN TO US AS A MODEL OF GOD’S GRACE
AND IT BOTHERS ME

IT IS TRUE THAT GOD’S GRACE
IS ALWAYS CALLING US TO GOODNESS
AND GOD’S GRACE SUSTAINS US IN GOODNESS

BUT IS WE HAVE NO CHOICE
AS THE KITTEN DOESN’T
WE ARE ROBOTS

I DON’T THINK GOD WANTS ROBOT LOVE
BUT FREELY SAYING
I WILL

THIS UNIQUE BLEND OF CONTRADICTIONS
THAT IS ME

THIS UNIQUE BLEND OF CONTRADICTIONS
TRYING TO SOAR
WITH FEET STUCK IN THE MUD

THIS UNIQUE BLEND OF CONTRADICTIONS
GIVEN FREEDOM OF CHOICE

THIS PERSON LOVED BY GOD
TO THE POINT OF DEATH

ASKS ME TO BE THE PERSON
HE CREATED ME
TO BE

SO TO ME
THERE MUST BE A I WILL MOMENT

GOD ENCOURAGES ME
TO THE MOMENT OF DECISION
THE I WILL MOMENT

GOD SUSTAINS ME
 AFTER THE I WILL MOMENT

BUT IN THE I WILL MOMENT
THE CHOICE IS MINE



I CAN RAISE MY HANDS FOR HELP
OR I CAN RUN AWAY

IT SEEMS TO ME
THAT THERE IS AN ENDLESS SUCCESSION 
OF DECISION MAKING

LIKE AN ELECTRIC LIGHT
THE POWER IS THERE
THE SWITCH MUST BE THROWN

IF GOD FORCED THE DECISION
THEN WHY HASN’T HE FORCED THE DECISION
EVERYWHERE

SHOULD THERE BE POVERTY
HUNGER
WAR
IF GOD COULD FORCE GOODNESS

WHERE THEN IS FREE WILL
AND LOVE FREELY GIVEN

I DO NOT CLAIM TO BE RIGHT
BUT QUESTING

PERHAPS I DO NOT HAVE THE WORDS
OR INSIGHT

KNOCK AND IT SHALL BE OPENED
ASK AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE
THEY REQUIRE
AN I WILL MOMENT

A LEAPING INTO THE DARKNESS
TRUSTING
THAT GOD WILL CATCH US


FRANK A VOLLMER

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